Waiting for a response

I'm still waiting to hear back from the Ex to hear if he's accepted my offer. Since he really didn't have one in the first place, I consider mine to be the first offer. I can only assume he'll decline it, so I keep thinking of things he has I can ask for my share of. Thinking is hard work.

My lawyer has sent a letter asking for a response since it's been a month. Oh well, just got to wait and see wont I, it's not like I'm desperate for anything...except a few movies. I'm getting sick of Bambi, Dumbo, Snow White, Cars, and Big Brother 2 (I'm gonna scream if I have to watch that again...maybe it will 'dissapear')

As for me and Special K. Can't pay the heating bill....it's gonna get cold in the house soon. The oil level in the tank is below zero at the moment, and they wont fill it up until we pay the bill from last time. So looks like I will have to sleep with socks on, and wrap a blanket around me around the house, maybe wear an extra sweater.

Can't seem to afford this place anymore either. Not very well insulated, and the heat goes right out the windows it seems. Asked Mom and Step-dad if I can move back for a few months so we can save, but step-dad says 'no'. Gonna have to ask nicer, soon. Special K has ordered boxes so we can pack up the house and move it all into storage until we can save a bit more. I know I will never be out in the cold, but I'm feeling inside in the cold. I'd rather be in the cold than in the dark though. Hopefully can pay the electricity bill.

Otherwise Special K and I are good. I'm in week 11 now, and feeling tired but good.

I gotta get going, otherwise I'll have to wear gloves to type, then it will take longer. Brrrr.

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