Waiting still

I'm still waiting to hear back from the Ex over my offer. We have now sent a second letter requesting a response, but it seems the Ex has his thumb so far up his own ass he's not sure how to remove it to respond.

My father was right after all. Why would he reply when he has to give me money, and a lot of it. He'll drag this out as lang as he can, but I'm hoping that if he takes too long we'll go to court over my personal possessions. He's not allowed to keep them from me.

K and I have moved out of our house. I'm now house sitting until the May long weekend. Just my cat and I, but maybe K will join us there soon. He seems confused and distant over our situation and wants some time apart to figure things out.

Personally he's got to wake up and grow up that we have a child on the way and he doesn't have too long to make his mind up over wanting us in the picture. I wont stand in the sidelines for too long, I don't have the patience for waiting anymore.

I waited too long in my marriange through the bad parts, waiting for the good parts to arrive (and they never did) I can't do this all over again. I can't afford it, and I don't want it either.

Maybe I'm too head strong for K, I know what I want in life. I need and want a partner and a family. I need K in my life for this to work, but he needs to want it too.

Ok no more stressing, it's not worth it at the moment.

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