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Marriage as I wasn't expecting it to be.

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Short fuse

Well, the week began badly.

He got angry due to the fact that the couch in the livingroom was going to get thrown out, and to be honest he forgot the plan of putting it in the shed until we found out how to dispose of it. Well for the rest of the day he didn't speak to me, or even tell me where he was going in the evening with the dog. He was gone for 5 hours without any word from him. So I went out and had a drink and a bite to eat by myself, I didn't leave a note or anything. HA! Take that.

His attitude carried over to the next day, he didn't even say good bye in the morning. All he said the entire day to me was "Light" as he turned on the light in the bedrom and "Are you getting up?". Later that day he suggested going to the pub for a pint, and was all happy go lucky again. For the rest of the week he seemed his normal self.

Today he went into work and all he could go on about while he was getting dressed was how he wants to have sex. Take me back to bed and shag, and me give him head. How can I feel like shagging when he's got this flip flop attitude.

Last night I did have this wonderful dream. I was having a wonderful sexual relationship with this man (not the husband) who made me feel sexy, and loved, and I couldn't stop wanting him. He was go giving, and tender, and I thought to myself in the dream that I don't feel like this with the husband at all. I wonder if dreams like this have meaning or if it's just a dream. Whatever it is, I want to dream about him tonight.

D

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