Suprise

Suprise!

Well I peed on the stick......and it's confirmed. I'm gonna be a mommy. I'm so happy, so is Special K, and my family, and his too.

they are a bit reserved about it all, since K and I haven't been together very long, but an Uncle told me "It's not about how long you've been with someone, it's knowing it's with the right one"

I agree! And I couldn't have chosen a better person to be with.

So.....we have a shitty car right, well for Christmas Special K wants me and Little One to be safe. He bought me a car! WOW! A brand new 2008 Montana. F*@#ing HEll! The best gift in the whole world on my standards. Ex would have never done that for me.

I'm truely in love with this man, and he would never had to buy me a car to make me have these feelings for him either. Next year is gonna be the best in my whole life.

Merry Christmas!

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Waiting....hoping???

I'm really looking forward to Christmas this year. Special K and I are decorating the house this weekend, and we are both looking forward to it too. I can't wait to get a tree and decorate it, put up garland around the railings, mini lights, wreaths, etc. Ex never wanted to do anything for Christmas, and last year was a shitty year for gifts too from him. I exactly what I didn't want...as you read when I started this blog.

I've found a great gift for Special K, I really hope he likes it. His birthday is next week and I've already bought his gift...still have to wrap it though. I even went shopping with his daughter and her friend and we picked out a gift to give him from the kids too. I love shopping for gifts this year, it feels special to do. I'm having problems thinking of a gift for my brother, but then again I've always found it difficult buying for him.

Well the waiting thing.....I'm late by four days now. Not to out of the ordinary I might say, but Special K and I aren't being 'careful' if you know what I mean. The hoping part.....I know you are thinking....too early to be doing that, but this is something I've always wanted in my life for a long time. If it turns out that this is real, I will be happy. Not sure how my mother will take it, but I know she likes Special K and I know she'll be happy if I'm happy. If I was, I would be in my 5th week now. And I'm not sure if I would tell my family before the 3 month mark, you never know before that time do you? I suppose it would be easy to tell though as I would pass on a drink or two at Christmas dinner. I'm predictable about enjoying my drink, so they would guess pretty fast.

I would be writing on my blog of course so you would know. I want to document the whole proccess if I can. So one day I can look back at it.

Anyways, that's my news this week. I know I haven't been able to write much lately, but I'll keep posting when I can.

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