Been a While

Yes I know I've not posted for a while here, but life has been busy.

I stil haven't heard from the Ex's side about resolving the divorce. No suprise there I guess. Lawyer and I are getting pissed off with him.

Baby moves a lot these days. For the last few weeks I feel it every day, all day. At least I get to sleep through what ever it's doing inside....for the moment.

K has left us! Taken his car back and run away. He wants to cut all ties from us, but want's to stay involved with the baby. I'm not sure how this is going to work. I'm angry at him. Really pissed off that he thinks he can pack his bags and run away. What a typical thing to do eh? Oh and he's really no better than Ex anyways.....did it over the phone too.

I've moved in to Aunt's basement for the time being. Let's call her Auntie M shall we. Almost like the Wizard of Oz. Auntie M, Auntie M, there is no place like home. If life was as easy as clicking your ruby slippers together, and things were back to 'normal'. Oops did I say normal? Not sure what that would be anyways.

Well I have to say life has been interesting in so many ways. But I'm happy. Yes I know I should be stressed out of my mind, but I'm not. Because life always has found a way of working out for me. I'm not sure if it's luck, but whatever it is I'm sure gonna run out of it one day.

Although K has left, it really is a shame. I will always have a part of my heart for him, he has given me a child. Something I've always wanted. My family really liked him too. Not just the 'Oh well he's really nice, I'm happy for you D' But in the way that they wanted him in the family and everybody approved of him (Unlike Ex) He could have had a really good extended family with us, but he's given that up now. There is no turning back on his decision. But I know that with each day this being grows inside of me, and as long as I take care of myself, and reduce my stress, we will be fine. I have the best family anyone could ask for, and friends who care and support me too.

My life once had a path to follow, and many forks have been placed infront of me without wishing for them. I've had to take the fork given to me, as the other route had been blocked off. But I work hard, and keep my chin up. And hopefully one day I will make my own path that no one will move for me. No one said life was easy. And children don't come with instruction manuals. But we all do our best in the proccess.

You can always be sure that we all end up the same way. Dead! No matter what you do, or who to, we all end up worm food in the end. I think as long as you work hard, stay happy, and make the best of things, life will be ok.

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