K's denial

Well here is goes.....ready for this.

For those that knew K in my life and how 'happy' he was to have bump, he has now sent me an e-mail apparently denying it's his. Stating that (what I assume) that I was unfaithful. Well everybody that knows me, knows that I would never cheat. As tempting as it has been in my miserable marriage for so many years (and yes I did get offers) I never once considered taking up on the offer.

So I think I've decided to not put his name on bumps birth certificate. If he thinks for one second I'd cheat on him, then he never knew me very good. As a matter of fact I don't think we really knew each other well enough to get ourselves into what we have. Yes I rushed things too quick, no I do not regret any part of it. I've got bump to look forward to now.

As for Ex I'm waiting to hear back from lawyer about the court date. Ex can't be happy. Poor little cottage wave bye bye to it......

Other than all that crap, M and I are still seeing each other every once and a while. Taking it slow.....very slow. I'm happy with the progression of the relationship, and we've talked a lot...about a lot of different things. Sometimes we just grab a hot chocolate and watch the fireflies in a near by park. It's nice. I like it.

Life is getting better, bump is getting bigger, I feel better about my situation now too. Things are looking up.

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Bump

It's growing outwards, just in the front. Almost like I've swallowed a soccerball.

My back aches most days now...I put it down to the size 38 F boobs I'm lugging around. Why do the boobs have to grow so early, we don't actually need them until baby is born right. What's the point now?

Well I've begun to see a guy I'll call M. We've gone out for a few dates and he's really kind and sweet. He's got a great relationship with his mom, which is great! He drives her to work almost everyday, what a sweety. We met on a on-line dating site, and so far it's going well. By that I mean M and I. I took him to the Zoo on the weekend, and we had a great time. We fed kangaroos....very impressive. We also held hands for some of the day, yes even when it was hot and sweaty. It's all been very innocent between us, only holding hands and kissing (not even tongue kissing either/yet)

We have gone down to the lake to watch a thunderstorm, walked along the beach front when the storm never showed up. We've also gone out to watch some live music ata pub twice too. I never did these things with K, and it nice to do.....like real dating. K never held my hand, didn't do these dating things with me either. M has no resentment or hatred towards his Ex's unlike K did. It's refreshing to have around someone like M.

So we are going out again tonight, his turn to choose the date (I did the Zoo) so we'll have to see what we are up to. I've also made it clear that I'm in no hurry for a relationship yet, and he's ok with that. He even likes the bump too. He says he just thinks about it like mine is just a lot younger than his are. Nice way of looking at it I think.

I'm kinda liking M, but I'm taking it slow. No need to hurry. Well that's just about all I have to say for now. I'll keep you posted.......a lot better that I have been.

Oh yeah....and Ex is 'getting served' for court this week too. Gonna try to sell the cottage to get my share.

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