7 weeks

H is now 7 weeks old, and her father K has contacted me through e-mail. Even after I informed him not to do so unless it's through my lawyer. He doesn't seem to be interested in being part of our life, and I'm fine with that. He can sign away all rights and stay away until she is 18 or she goes to find him at 18. I have never said H was never his, and I never told him to stay away and stay out of our lives forever. But he says in his e-mail that he has trouble to pay his child support to his ex-wife for this other 3 children.

I don't need K's money, and I don't want it either. I am more then capable of raising her on my own. I have an education, and experience in my job. It will be tough, but I can do it. After all, one day I may meet a great guy and he may decide to raise H as his own. I don't think K ever wanted H or ever wanted me either. But I now have a child, and I'm so happy for it.

H was weighted last week and is now up to 10 Lbs. 4.5 ozs. H is getting big, but it's hard to believe it's been only 7 weeks. Time flies. And she seems to be sleeping better too. We are up to 5 1/2 hours in a row at night. Keep fingers crossed that it stayued that way...and gets better.

Got to get going.

D