£40 per hour

Well another week has past and not much has gotten better. I had a bad day on Wednesday. We were roasting a chicken adn the timer went off, so I said "What is that for?", he said it for basting the chicken. I told him the next time the timer goes off I'll baste the chicken. Well he said I don't need to worry myself and that he is coking, my response was that basting is someting that I can manage and that I can cook too. His response was that I hadn't proved that I could yet so why start now.

Man that got me fired up. Just because my cooking isn't experimantal and exciting doesn't mean that he pick on me.

So Thursday I was still a little upset by his comments, and that evening I was stressed since I couldn't find my lawyers contact info, I needed to get some envelopes addressed, dishes washed, etc. I told him my marriage was shit and I was calling a councellor on Friday to set us a date. He said ok. That evening he ran me a bath with candles around the bathroom, and a hot chocolate while I soaked. I asked him why he did this....because I seemed stressed and this may help me de-stress. He cooked me an egg for dinner at 9pm, which I thanked him for.

Next morning he bitched that the frying pan wasn't clean for him to cook his breakfast in because I hadn't cleaned it the night before.

Well I called some councellors and couldn't get through so most of them. So left messages. One I did get through to would charge....guess how much....yup $40 per hour. Not sure if he will be interested in paying that much, probally would rather spend that in the pub. If he says no to that much, I'll go to a councellor for free through my work. Then figure out what next to do.

I'm feeling like I had better cut my losses before it's too late. I'm only 27....28 in April, I'm still young and pretty I could get someone better... right? Someone that helps around the house, doesn't call me names, and calls my cooking crap. Does a man really exist like that? I wonder.......

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